On
Sunday I saw REM for the very first time. I can only describe
this as a spiritual experience. I strained my voice screaming
my lungs out, louder than I have at the metallest of metal gigs.
Michael Stipe might be 43, but he has the energy of a 6 year old
on crack. He should be an inspiration to us all. I have wanted
to see REM since I was a little kid, but have never managed to
get tickets to any of their gigs. I drew the line this time and
forked out for a £70 weekend ticket to the festival they
played at in Manchester. It hurt my wallet, but was well worth
it. I feel recharged after feeling like an anxious mess for weeks.
I made the devil sign at Mike Mills and he did it back at me!!
It was ace. I even managed to get a wave from Mr. Stipe.
Ok I am beginning to sound like a teenage girl now... I'll move
on.
At the moment I am sitting in my parents' house.
I has been hard, until recently, to be back here. I think this
is because I got so used to being independent, that it is hard
to fit back into being back at home. Having said that, going back
to Manchester and clearing my head (and seeing REM) has helped
me to enjoy being back here, without feeling cagey and irritable.
It is good to be around my folks and my younger bro for a while.
I have decided that I need to whine at my landlord
in Manchester because my room there isn't in great shape. There
is lining paper hanging off the ceiling and all the clothes that
I wore there smell kinda' stinky and full of ming. I think it
just needs a good clean and a new lick of paint.
I am trying to fill up the void of the summer
holidays with constructive things. I decided not to work looking
after kids this year, so I am relatively short of cash to spend
on fun. My time in Rotterdam has made me feel a little restless.
I feel the world is out there now, waiting for me and that I am
festering here. Especially as lots of people seem to be dashing
off places during the summer, or, in the case of my fellow exchangees,
have only just left Rotterdam. The thought of traveling though
just makes me tense because I have been a transient for so long,
drifting to Rotterdam and back for the exhibition and then in
between Manchester and Leeds. I haven't lived anywhere on a very
permanent basis since I left Rotterdam in April.
I want to give a shout out to my crew in Rotterdam
(or whereever you are now). Carlos, I hope you are making sure
Albacete stays rock. I look forward to getting drunk and singing
Smashing Pumpkins with you sometime in the future. Word to all
my the rest of the Spanish people. Esther, I haven't forgotten
you yet. Wickki to all of you in the stupid southern place called
Exeter. To the Frenchies I hope you are enjoying your pastis,
strikes, armpit hair and baguettes. Selecta' to all your Irish
people. Get Meshuggah's autographs for me Henrik, recognise. Nico,
keep being your calm self and keep it real. Chris, I hope you
are having fun on your travels ey:) Andrew I will make you a star
as the spider in Hexjibber, expect a call from the Academy soon.
'Mein Hamster ist gestorben!!!' to all you good folks in Deutschland.
Alstublieft.
Check out the film I made of the 'Exchange' show
in Rotterdam, here.
Wow that was long, time to go to bed (it's 2am)
Until next time,
Andy.
Saturday 28th November 2003
OK...What happened?
Over 4 months since I wrote anything?
That's not very good is it Andy?!
I can explain really! Just hear me out!!!
Yeah hi...
Yesterday I handed in my dissertation, which has been the bane
of my life for the last 3 months. Now that I have finished, I
can try and move on:) No hard feelings...
So, what has happened to to me in this time apart
from writing?
Hmm, well I had my film The
Bad Mouse shown at KINO
the 8th Manchester International Short Film and Video Festival.
That was good. The Exposures Student Film Festival has asked for
my work, but I am not sure exactly what they are doing with it
at the moment.
I am going to be cracking on with the follow
up to Who Is Hexjibber?,
which is called 'Hexjibber and the Werewolf' (early animatic up
for viewing here). I have
a few new ideas for short animations, which for the moment I will
call, 'Human Beatbox Anger' and 'International Drinking'. I hope
to have some animatics up soon.
Tonight I intend to take in some ale and metal
with my friends, here in sunny Manchester.
Ok, that's is for now.
Please, give me another chance.
Andy.
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